Lilly Maye ♥Catherine♥ Britland

2009 - 2009
LocationCarmarthen, South Wales
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth18/07/2009
Date of Death15/07/2009
Visitors2,568 since 27/08/2009
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Thankyou so much for visiting our angel Lilly-Maye's site, please light a candle to show you have
visited our daughter even if you do not have the time to leave a message, blessings to you all,xxx
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Little Piglet, you are so loved and missed every day by Mummy, Daddy, Hannah, Michael and
Emma-Leigh, also by Nan and Grandad, Auntie Emma, Auntie Jess and cousin chloe,Your life was too
brief but you were wanted so much. We waited for you for so long. We carry your little footprints in
our hearts forever.

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Lilly-Maye was a very special little girl. We lost 17 angels before Little Piglet and were thrilled
that we were expecting her. She was 34weeks and 3 days when our angel fell asleep in the womb at
4.30pm on 15th July 2009. She was born with wings 3 days later at 8.35pm 18th July 2009.
Our special girl was cremated at 9.15am on Friday 24th July 2009 at Parc Gwyn crematorium, Arbeth,
South Wales.

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Every day we had you was a blessing and when we meet again in Summerland we will lift you from our
hearts and hold you in our arms and our family chain will be linked once again. We love you
Lilly-Maye, always, xxx xxx xxx

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my husband and i began trying for a baby nearly 6 years ago. we have had 16 miscarriages and an
ectopic pregnacy all before 12 weeks consecutively. we had no problems getting pregnant but had
trouble carrying. we decided to stop trying after the ectopic last august but suprisingly found out
we were expecting on christmas day 2008. it was the only present my husband matt had asked for and
his wish was granted. we were obviously very worried but hopeful. we went for our first scan on 29th
december 2008 and we saw our little bean. we found out our precious bundle was due on 24th august
2009, my birthday. for the last 4 years i had either been losing or in hospital after a loss on my
birthday so this was wonderful news in more than one way. early on we discovered i have a condition
called Graves disease. this is where my immune system saw the pregnancies as an infection and
subsequently attacked each one and caused miscarriage. we were so shocked but was put on medication
that made the antibodies attack my thyroid instead of my baby, it was a small price to pay to be
able to have a much wanted addition to our family. the pregnancy was frought with worry and every
second we cherished as we knew the stakes were high. i felt the first flutters of our baby at 13
weeks and they continued to get stronger until at 17 weeks our bean gave me the biggest kick ever. i
saw my tummy move!! it was an amazing moment after everything we had endured. we went for a sexing
scan at 18 weeks and found out our little bean was a little princess!!! we were over the moon. daddy
went out and bought her a special noo-noo and little lady bug shoes for when she arrived. every day
was so precious. i suffered terrible SPD and ended up using crutches and a wheelchair but the pain
was worth it. we reached 27 weeks and went for a 4d scan. this was when we first saw our little
piglets face. she was so beautiful. every day she was getting bigger and stronger. however shortly
after the scan things changed. i was suffering a lot of pain when she moved and she was having
strange movements. we later found out these were seizures. we reached 34 weeks and our little angel
suffered a seizure that stopped her little heart and strengthened her wings. she earned her wings on
15th july 2009 after a fight that lasted for weeks. she had many seizures for many weeks inside the
womb and was born asleep on 18th july 2009 due to cord around her neck 2.5 times tight, cord
compression, cord torsion, 2 true knots and complete body entanglement. she was perfect in every
way, she just fell asleep.
daddy cut the cord so mummy could deliver her as she was so wrapped up she couldn't be born.
she was cremated on 24th july 2009 and she took her special noo-noo and lady bug shoes to summerland
with her.
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she is survived by her broken hearted mummy and daddy and her brother and sisters. we wanted her so
much and she will be forever loved and missed, sweet dreams piglet,xxx xxx xxx
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♥Love Lives On♥

(Amanda Bradley)

♥Those we love
are never really lost to us -
we feel them
in so many special ways-
through friends
they always cared about
and dreams they left behind,
in beauty that they added to our days...
in words of wisdom we still carry with us
and memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us -
For everywhere their special love lives on♥

LOVE AS
ALWAYS
CLARE x

Mummy Of Baby Angel X Fiancee Of Ian Hackett (GTS Friend) Friday evening

BROKEN MOTHERS.......

HOW CAN A BROKEN MOTHER EXPLAIN JUST HOW SHE FEELS INSIDE
IT JUST LIKE PART OF HERSELF HAS ALSO DIED
SOME HOW WE KNOW WE MUST JUST CARRY ON
EVEN THOUGH HER CHILD HAS GONE

OTHERS SAY THAT OUR CHILD IS IN A BETTER PLACE
IF THEY SAY THOSE WORDS TO ME THEY ARE A DISGRACE
FOR THERE IS NO BETTER PLACE THAN WITH A MOTHER BY THIER SIDE
YES WE WILL ALWAYS CRY OUR TEARS THOSE WE CANNOT HIDE

WE WILL ALWAYS STILL BE A MOTHER WHEREVER OUR CHILD MAYBE
I THINK MAYBE OUR CHILD MADE US WHO WE ARE REALLY MEANT TO BE
WE MAYBE BROKEN AND SHATTED INSIDE
OUR TEARS WILL STILL FLOW WHY SHOULD WE HIDE

WE STAND TOGETHER BROKEN MOTHERS ALWAYS STAY STRONG
BECAUSE WE KNOW DEEP INSIDE THAT OUR CHILDS SPIRIT WILL LIVE ON
WHEREVER WE GO AND WHATEVER WE DO
OUR CHILDREN WILL ALWAYS BE APART OF OF US TOO.......
copyright Rosalind Roberts 18/11/09

Broken Hearted Mum (GTS Friend) Wednesday morning

Three Little Words,xx

♥Three Little Words
Forget Me Not,
They Don't Say Much
But They Mean A lot,
Forget You Not
I Never Will,
For In My Heart
I Keep You Still.....♥

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♥SENT WITH
LOVE AS
ALWAYS
CLARE♥
x x x x x

Consolation by Graham Sherman
Nobody asked how much she weighed
or the colour of her eyes.
Nobody asked who she looked like
or if we ever heard her cry.
Nobody wanted to talk about her;
No one knew what to say.
They want to pretend she didn’t exist,
They think that’s the easiest way.
The funny thing is, that isn’t true.
And you may disagree.

But . . .

I don’t mind being asked about her,
I love to talk about our Baby.
Just a few words of what to say
if the need should arise again:
“What can I do to comfort you?”
“I’m here if you need a Friend.”
“Is now a good time to come for a visit?”
“Would you like to get out for a while?”
“I’m so sorry about your precious Baby.”
“I know you miss your child.”
And don’t forget as time goes on
to mention her with a little word.
There’s a certain kind of comfort for us
Just to know that she is remembered.

Lilly Maye's Mummy (Mummy) 5 days ago

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Lilly Maye's Mummy (Mummy) 5 days ago

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Magic Of A Rainbow

I'll never see a rainbow
That I won't think of you;
Though days seem bleak and dreary
The sun is shining through.

A symbol of God's love fulfilled
In beauty, hope and grace;
A rainbow is a mirror
Reflecting His own face.

It arches o'er the mountains
With Heaven its domain;
Its brilliant colors wakened by
The grayness and the rain.

Now may I see the rainbows sent
To ease my broken heart,
Promising His healing love,
Shine through when teardrops start.

Miraculous, magical rainbows,
Blessing the sadness with peace;
God gently smiling and touching,
Bidding the sadness cease.

(Peggy Kociscin)

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Lilly Maye's Mummy (Mummy) 5 days ago

~ Snow ~
(Tessa Wilkinson)

The snow arrived unannounced.
It overwhelmed everything.
Changed the landscape so it was unrecognisable.
No one was prepared.
My grief feels like that snowstorm.
I feel changed, weighed down by the burden.
Trying to negotiate the new environment around me.
Not knowing where I am going.
Looking for familiar landmarks.
I feel cold and miserable and ill equipped in this new place unvisited before.
But I know in time the snow will melt and return the landscape to some semblance of normality.
And I know in time my grief will diminish and I will find my way forward again, back to a world that I recognise, changed, but familiar.
Spring does always come after winter and hope will return.

Lilly Maye's Mummy (Mummy) 5 days ago

Angel Months

ALTHOUGH! we may not see them
and they don't make a sound
whenever they are needed
our angel is around

JANUARY'S here
which means the year's starting anew
and as always,
your angel friend is watching over you

in FEBRUARY
days are short and nights seem cold and long
but listen carefully to the breeze
you'll hear your angels song

in MARCH
the angels smile on us as buds push through the earth
renewing all our faith and hope
at this time of rebirth



in APRIL
and each blossom at this lovely time of year
is a token from the angels
just to let you know they're here

all through the month of MAY
your angel's here with you
protecting you with gentle wings
in everything you do

as these days of JUNE grow longer
and sunshine warms the land
you too can bask in warmth and love
for our angel holds your hand

all around we see the colours
and blooms of sweet JULY
a glimpse of heavens garden
from our angel friends on high

as we watch an AUGUST sunset
and wonder at God's grace
look carefully and you may see
your angel's gentle face

SEPTEMBER sees blooms fading
and clouds form in the sky
but unlike flowers,
your angels love will never fade and die

OCTOBER's leaves of furnished gold
are falling softly to the ground
and if you see white feathers too....
your angels are around

NOVEMBER's chill surrounds us now
but love will keep you warm
for your angel's wings will shield you
from any cold or storm

DECEMBER's here
and so this year will soon come to an end
but rest assured you'll always have
your very special ...
angel friend x x x

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Lilly Maye's Mummy (Mummy) 5 days ago

Ten Tiny Fingers-By Sandy

Ten tiny fingers, upon your little hand,
Ten dainty toes on your feet, to help you stand.
I look into your sleeping face, and my heart is filled with love.
How can something so beautiful, now be an Angel above.
Your eyelashes so long, upon your sweet face.
No one will ever take your place.

The joy we all waited for, is now replaced by tears.
The numbers, the heartache, along with all our fears.
I want to hold you in my arms, and never let you go.
My darling child, how I love you so.

A part of me went with you, the day you were called home.
I feel my world has stopped, and I feel so much alone.
I gently place you down, for one last time.
Tears are on my face, as I whisper, “peace be thine”

Without you, I am nothing, and never will be again.
All I feel is heartache, and a huge huge pain.
My darling child, you will be loved, and missed single everyday.
Goodbye is too final a word for me to ever say.

God only gave you to us to borrow,
Loved today, yesterday,
And for all tomorrows

Lilly Maye's Mummy (Mummy) 5 days ago

Hello From Heaven

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It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
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Lilly Maye's Mummy (Mummy) 5 days ago
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